Can You Hear Me?

Can you hear me? 

You say you want me to share and say what's on my mind. You say that I'm important and that I matter. You can say that I'm not to difficult, too much, too demanding. But can you hear me?

I say I need help or just a little time. I say that I need to be shown and not just told that I'm heard. I'm trying so hard to be open and honest. I know you don't always see that, but I'm trying so hard.

I never want to hold you back or keep you from what you really want to do. So please stop telling me that you want to hear, listen, do. Because when you change the rules and leave without warning or without following through it hurts too much.

I don't want to be too much, too demanding, or too difficult. Maybe I should stop talking now.

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  1. UnknownJuly 21, 2018 at 11:48 PM

    I hear you, but I am not sure what you are saying? Love,
    Rita Spencer

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